Friday, January 1, 2010
♥ New Year, New Discovery
HAPPY NEW YEAR! *fireworks*
Another decade has passed us. Ten years ago, I was only 12. What was I doing when I was 12 years old? Right, the UPSR exam.. I still remember thinking it was so stressful being at the age of 12. No freedom and first time having the parents to pressure me to do good in the UPSR exam. So wanted to grow up and be 22. But I was so wrong. To think back, being 12 was so much better. As I grow older, more responsibilities are given. People expect more from you. Especially parents.
Anyway this time around, ushering this new year was a bit different for me. I realized something. Of all the days, out of the 365 days, the first day of the year, on the 1st January of 2010, I made this realization.
On this very day, I realised people can be very selfish and unhelpful. All along, I know there are these kind of people. But what proves my point today is that it can even be your own friends. Not any friend but the friends who you see everyday and talk to everyday. Such a dissapointment.
When YOU needed help, who was the first one to come to YOUR rescue? Or should I say, when YOU needed help, who did YOU call first for help?
Whenever there is a problem or YOU were sick, who did YOU call?
When there's a problem YOU obviously want someone to help YOU or offer YOU a helping hand. Cos YOU know how it feels being helpless and most probably having to face it alone.
But what happens when it is the other way round? What happens if the person YOU always call for help needed help in return? Where did YOU fucking go?
At least if you acted like you care and offer some shit, I might not be so mad like now.
Whatever. What goes around comes around. YOU just wait. Just because some people don't choose to follow your "awesome" plan, that does not give you the rights to do stupid shits like this. We just don't choose to follow "awesome" plans of yours. We have our own set of mind thank you.
Aside from the emo shit, I realised there were friends who really tried to offer some help. Thank you.
I'm ok if you don't want to help or you can't help. But the attitude of yours is what bothering me.
In conclusion, I know there are people like this in the world. My mum warned me like a million times already. I guess I should always be ready to face these problems. Best is to depend on yourself and not others. These people would only dial your number if they need help.
I really hate to say this but what to do? That's life. It's a dog eat dog world. You got to just live to it.
Can't really write much here. So fuck this shit. It's a new year. Hopefully all the stupid stuff are left behind. Not really convincing though since my mum and grandma kept telling me this year is a bad, bad Tiger year.
I googled about it. And this is what they said about Rabbits like me this year.
Forecast for 2010 The focus will be on the Rabbit’s career and job prospects during the Year of the Tiger, with unexpected promotions and recognition very likely. Travel is also highlighted, with short breaks and spontaneous, fun trips featuring during the late Spring and early Summer. Healthwise, the Rabbit could find the speed of the Tiger year exhausting and it’s important he balance work with rest and relaxation. Promotion at work or in the Rabbit’s career will be sure to feature and they need to act quickly – no hanging back to see what happens! Some Rabbits will be dissatisfied with their current living arrangements and the perfect new home may appear most unexpectedly – they must act quickly and not miss out! Friendships will play a big role during 2010 with possibly one or two friends needing extra care and help. May and October to January will bring special and fun social gatherings. February and March will be significant and fortunate for those looking to change jobs while July and August will be most auspicious for single Rabbits looking for love – an unexpected liaison could result from a work related social event.
Don't really sound that bad but I guess just got to be extra careful!
For other zodiacs forecast, you can click this link : http://mikeyip.com/2010-year-of-the-tiger-chinese-zodiac-forecast/
Not guaranteed its true though!
Anyways, happy 2010 again!
3:36 AM
