Saturday, August 28, 2010
♥ If Only
Some people really do not know how to appreciate what it is in front of them. Why do you need to lose it then only you will realize you are missing it? Why can't you appreciate it when it is yours? Once you taken advantage of it, you might not be able to turn back time.
I always try to appreciate what I have right now. Because I'll never know what will happen in the future. But sometimes things just don't go your way. I tried appreciating some moments, but the moments are ruined when the other party fucks it up. So maybe the other person do not appreciate the moment with you. Do you walk away? Or soldier on?
I know you have the best intentions, but I feel like I'm a really high second priority to you. That hurts. And the worse part is I'm starting to get used to it.
I think all of us should watch If Only. Sometimes movies are the best way to get to you. They make you tear up and realize, oh, it might JUST happen to us. Obviously with the exception of Transformers or Ju On....
If Only is an old movie. Year 2004 maybe. Even Youtube has the whole movie in 9 parts. Few years ago I watched this movie and cried my eyeballs out. Today I watched it again, and cried my eyeballs out again. I thought I would not cry because I watched it before. But I cried again, maybe because it has a meaning to it. Something I am, and most people are afraid of.
Nobody wants to regret doing what they are doing in their life. But sometimes the only thing you can control are your choices.
What choices do you make?
xoxo.
7:17 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
♥ Going The Distance - I heart the trailer, hopefully the movie is as good..
4:12 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
♥ The Car
I have a car for a couple of years already. No doubt, I love this car. And I would do anything for this car. Till recently.
I remember getting this car a few years back in not a very good condition. It was not driving itself very well. But I accepted this car because I loved the car's interior and a bit of the exterior as well. Or maybe I felt this car was the right one for me.
I was overjoyed when I had this car. I love it driving me around, bringing me to places, and it was treating me right by not breaking down in the middle of the road. I was so happy and in love with the car. And I was very sure at that time, the car loved me back as much as I did. I made sure I washed the car, polished it, and gave it lots of love. The car protected me from the rain, the sun, the lightning storm. We watched the rainbow, enjoyed the sunset, and laughed together.
Until one day, the car decided to stop at the side of the long, and windy highway. I was confused. The car has everything! It should be moving! Ok, maybe it is down to a few liters of petrol, but I'm sure it could move till I find the next petrol station!
All these while, I thought the car and me are going somewhere. To a pretty lil place at the end of the long and windy road. And I still think so. I still believe we can and we will.
And so, I tried pushing the car. But it only moved a few inches. This is not good. The car started showing it's temper. Fuming smokes out of the exhaust pipe. Burning flames off the engines.
I guess I'm just waiting for my car to be back to it's original condition, or maybe I should get a tow truck? Or maybe this car wants me to sell it away and let someone else drive it, I don't know. I know we have still a lot more places to discover and experience together, therefore this journey should not end. This car is too precious to me. And sometimes I wish I was as precious to it as well.
I don't like feeling lost in the middle of nowhere.
xoxo.
p.s//No, I'm not some crazy girl writing this. It means something to me.
p.s//No cars were harmed during the process of writing this post.
2:01 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
♥ Not Like The Movies
If it's not like the movies,
That's how it should be,
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning,
And that's just the beginning.
Snow White said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come"
So I wait for that date.
They say it's hard to meet your match,
Find my better half,
So we make perfect shapes.
If stars don't align,
If it doesn't stop time,
If you can't see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
With every penny spent,
He'll be the one that,
Finishes your sentences.
2:08 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
♥ Nothing Much
I have been very, very lazy to blog.. It feels like I have better things to do when I am on my laptop.. Listening to SNSD (new love!), my Jay, Facebooking, including the lame games like Happy Island, Frontierville (I blame Alwinyu hehe), Cafe World, and nightly Bejeweled games!
So busy but loving it!
Have been feeling a little lost here and there. Sigh. I don't really wanna talk about it either. They say you know, when you know. I don't know.
I want a getaway. Free one. (: All expenses paid for! And just enjoy every bit of it!
A joke to share.
Why the Indians will never win World Cup?
Because whenever they get a corner, they open a mamak stall.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I laughed for a good 3 minutes on this joke.
What about you?
xoxo.
12:25 AM
Friday, August 6, 2010
♥ South Park much?
Right after watching South Park's episode on "You have 0 Friends", which was talking about how Kyle was losing friends one by one in Facebook because he added a not so cool friend, I went to check mine haha
And it's true! The numbers were not right! I had a missing friend. I wonder why he/she deleted me. So I went through the list to see whether I can spot this friend who went missing. I cannot really remember all of em but I noticed one particular friend was missing. Only girls will delete friends on Facebook haha so let's name her, Vuvuzela. -.- (post world cup fever)
Vuvuzela and I did not get to know each other in exactly the right way. There were lots of misunderstanding and miscommunications due to the people we were hanging with. But after all the childish dramas, I would say we became friends. I'm sure in both our hearts, we know we can never be bffs or whatsoever because it will totally be awkward.
Somehow I found out she deleted me from Facebook. lol it's not that I really bother, but I just find it weird because she's still on my MSN list. She should just delete me from everything right if she did not want us to become friends?
Maybe she has her own reason, or maybe I added an uncool friend therefore she deleted me! Haha
Anyhow, I wish her all the best. I know she reads my blog.
xoxo.
4:16 PM
Monday, August 2, 2010
♥ Ladida Dida
Summer semester is overrrr! The rush for assignments and presentations are done! (for now)
Next semester would be my last semester in the pathetic college! I cannot wait to get out of it. I actually rather study than work for now but I just cannot stand the way the college handles their stuff. It's so bloody frustrating! Thinking about it makes you wanna puke blood.
Once next Fall semester is done, new life ahead for new year on 2011! Gonna step in to the dog eat dog world @ working world! Some of my friends are already in the working world, and judging from their stories, it's not a pretty place to be. New people, new tasks, new responsibilities, new environment, new deadlines, which sums up to a whole new world.
Will I be able to cope in the new world? I don't really wanna know for now. I shall start thinking about it around December..
So many things to blog about but so much laziness in me.
Update soon. and guess what? It's already August. How time flies. Sigh.
xoxo.
p.s//I want a puppy :(
1:59 PM
Sunday, August 1, 2010
♥ Kissing You
Sparks fly, it's like electricity
I might die, when I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things I've never seen
Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you
Past loves they never got very far
Walls up, made sure I guarded my heart
And I promise I wouldn't do this
Till I knew it was right for me
But no one, no guy that I met before
Could make me feel so right and secure
And have you noticed I loose my focus
And the world around me disappears
I've never felt nothing like this
You're making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it's love, love
2:08 PM
