Saturday, August 28, 2010
♥ If Only
Some people really do not know how to appreciate what it is in front of them. Why do you need to lose it then only you will realize you are missing it? Why can't you appreciate it when it is yours? Once you taken advantage of it, you might not be able to turn back time.
I always try to appreciate what I have right now. Because I'll never know what will happen in the future. But sometimes things just don't go your way. I tried appreciating some moments, but the moments are ruined when the other party fucks it up. So maybe the other person do not appreciate the moment with you. Do you walk away? Or soldier on?
I know you have the best intentions, but I feel like I'm a really high second priority to you. That hurts. And the worse part is I'm starting to get used to it.
I think all of us should watch If Only. Sometimes movies are the best way to get to you. They make you tear up and realize, oh, it might JUST happen to us. Obviously with the exception of Transformers or Ju On....
If Only is an old movie. Year 2004 maybe. Even Youtube has the whole movie in 9 parts. Few years ago I watched this movie and cried my eyeballs out. Today I watched it again, and cried my eyeballs out again. I thought I would not cry because I watched it before. But I cried again, maybe because it has a meaning to it. Something I am, and most people are afraid of.
Nobody wants to regret doing what they are doing in their life. But sometimes the only thing you can control are your choices.
What choices do you make?
xoxo.
7:17 PM
